.. Maybe it's the heat. I probably shouldn't have decided to pick up some things in the middle of the day like this..
At least Yui's at home with Vlad, so they have a little time.. I imagine she's probably sleeping on him right now.
.. I guess it could be the pregnancy, rather than the heat.. I--
[ooc; Well, unfortunately for Yuuji, he just fainted. He'll be fine, though---just irritated later. :B Why? Because I'm sticking him on bedrest for a while. He tries to do too much and.. stuff. Yeah. ]
Well, the part of Yui that's Blood is starting to come through, I think.. I cut my finger today, and she grabbed it. .. She's not old enough to eat like her father does, so I suppose the blood must soothe her. It scares me--I don't know if she's getting what she needs. Without Minato here, I'm just--- completely in the dark. I just want her to be safe and healthy..
I'm.. still losing weight. I don't know what to do.. I eat okay.. --I guess it's just.. the price I pay. For what I am.
I know how it hurts to lose a child, but I can't imagine--I.. I've fought so hard to keep my children safe, to.. be able to carry and bear them and.. To miscarry-- it must be horrible..
I feel sick I think I'm going to sleep in Yui's room tonight, Vlad. I just want to hold her. I just want to make sure she's safe..
I'm so scared. What if the twins---
I should really make an effort to see a doctor about this pregnancy. I just-- wish Toyoda-san were here.. I hate doctors.
Murders again.. This place certainly doesn't stay quiet for long..
People taking blood, and-- Xulchilbara-san.. and Ran.. Ran, are you.. doing all right, now? Is there anything I can bring you?
The babies are acting up again.. They seem to be okay, even if nausea did bring up blood this morning. That's all that matters, that the babies are okay. It's just my stupid body.. And if anything happens, it'll be okay. Because they'll have Vlad and Tia-san and the rest of our little family.
I thought I'd go out and get some things done today.. Maybe get a filing cabinet or three sent for Ptolemy-san.
I still have glitter in my hair. I've washed it three times. I swear it's like a conspiracy by glitter-makers to make everything it touches sparkly. I'm not sure the purpose of that, but there is one somewhere. Maybe to blind everyone so they can monopolise corrective eye surgery?
.. Maybe I shouldn't have had that frosted twinkie.. thing. But it was so good. And the twins didn't seem to mind it, either. Stupid sugary calories.
Yui made finger-paint cards for Minato and Vlad.. I had to write 'Daddy' and 'Uncle Vlad' on them for her..
I suppose she'll give Minato his when he comes back. If he comes back. She got creative and scribbled all over another piece of paper, then proclaimed that it's for Ran and 'Xu'. I'm currently covered in paint, glue, and bits of paper. And I think I have glitter in my hair. ..Did I mention that Yui really, really likes glitter?
Because of course I don't need sleep. At least, not during normal hours. I am so incredibly cranky right now.
Dreams about Minato..
Times like this remind me of my first pregnancy, and how when I was sick, it always made Shirakawa-san panic. He was so silly.. but I suppose he was nervous, so I can't blame him for it.
Well.. apparently, my wardrobe is especially boring, because the only real difference in it today is that my jeans have gone from straight-legged to tapered. Which were really more popular in the 80s, but they were common enough in the 70s, I suppose.
Well, that and I've somehow acquired a crocheted vest. I'm not quite sure whether I should laugh or be horrified.
I slept the best last night that I have since Minato disappeared. It was so good having Vlad next to me again..
I don't think I mind these sorts of curses. --Yui has a flower in her hair.
Finally. My family is mostly back together. We even (sort of) have a new addition, since it seems as if Tia-san has taken in Sao Feng-san. It feels good to cook for a crowd again; I don't even mind picky eaters, as long as the apartment's full and everyone's talking.
I'm so very, very grateful that everyone's safe, now..
Sao Feng-san, I hope you don't mind islander cooking. It's Tia-san's favourite, and so that's what we'll be having tonight. (And no, Tia-san, you'll just have to be surprised by what exactly I'm making!)
Yui's been so thrilled to be with Vlad again that she hasn't stopped clinging to him since he got back. Now.. if only Minato was here..
Mars-san is gone, too.. I'm going to miss him a lot.
I haven't heard from Ritsuka in a few days.. I hope everything's okay. This apartment seems so quiet with Yui taking her nap. I think I like having a full house. People to cook for, and people to look out for.. Bane-san, too.. He's been awfully quiet. Is he just plotting, or..?
I finished some things for Dracula-san, too.. Though I'm not sure at how they'll fit yet. I had to guess at one or two of the measurements.
.. Oh. Um. I feel sort of silly.. I know it's just hormones that make me so moody lately. Well, that and worry. I still don't know where Minato is or if he's okay.. Which, I know he's okay, because he's very good at taking care of himself and others. But. I just.. wish I could talk to him.
And.. I'll admit it, since Greed-san thinks I'm evasive-- but. Um. It's just.. this pregnancy really isn't-- I mean-- Yui was fairly easy to carry, but.. this one is.. just a little more difficult, is all. It's why I don't have a lot of energy. So it's not that I'm really sick or anything-- it's just the babies.
I'm really sorry.. You're just going to have to ignore me when I get upset or something. I don't mean to.
I'm so very tired of looking like a woman. I know that it's unavoidable, really, and I know that I'm supposed to be meek and submissive, but sometimes I just.. I'm weak. I can't even defend myself because I'm pregnant and falling apart. It's completely ridiculous.
I should probably get out of the bath. It's cold. It's really cold. My toes are a little blue..
Sir Hellsing-- Hellsing-san-- D-san.. Ah-- I know that I don't really have much to offer to thank you for letting me visit Vlad while he recovers, but.. um. I baked. For you. I left the box in the kitchen.
.. I wasn't really sure what to do for the Draculas, though. Especially the youngest one. He's so terribly stoic. What does one do to thank a vampire? .. Without giving said vampire one's blood, I mean. I can't afford to lose more blood. Not with my pregnancy already so delicate.
I suppose I could do some sewing; Dracula-san doesn't seem the type to go out and get himself new clothes.
Thank goodness my normal clothes are back. I feel ten times better now that I have my jeans and tshirts back in the closet. And flannel. I love flannel. .. My students always thought it was terribly unfashionable (and it is), but it's so comfortable. I'm not a very girlish dresser, usually. .. Unfortunately, most of my maternity clothes are rather girly..
And I like Ritsuka's brother less and less as I notice more about his posts.. I'm not sure I trust him around that little boy. I don't think he's a pervert, necessarily.. But there's just something strange about him.
.. My hair's gotten a lot longer than I realised. I should probably cut it.
.. I'm sure they didn't mean to hurt anyone.. --Ah.. and people are helping to heal the sick ones, right..? So.. everything should be okay.. Um.. I just.. hope it doesn't happen again anytime soon. It's-- terrible, how many people are ill..
Um.. Jeane-san, isn't it? Is there anything.. um. Is there anything I can do to help--? I mean, I'm just human, but.. still..
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